Unfortunate

I love you

I know it’s ill timed

Unfortunate.

I loved you once before

And then I stopped

Or so I made you believe

But the truth is

I have loved you since I laid eyes on you

It’s silly

The way love works

Countless infatuations

I make a fuss over

That in the end

Won’t mean anything

Don’t mean anything

That when I look back, are breaks a in dull life

Nothing more

Not what I feel for you

Because my love for you

Is torment not treat

A bitter-sweet harassment

Of my locked away heart

Kept clean

For the one who will steal it away from all others

You

You’ll be that one

You are that one now

Maybe they’ll be another 

Who’ll fight it away

From your tight grip

But until then

You have me glued to your perfection and beauty