Fool

Why

Was it really necessary to bring that up again?

I mean, honestly

Why couldn't you just let it go

I'm not your bitch any more

Obviously I have feelings for you

That kind of thing doesn't just die instantly

But that doesn't give you permission

For a booty call

I'm not that girl

Never was

I'm the girl with the scars, 

The Teeth, 

And the bite. 

I miss you

I miss the days with you
Just talking about stuff
Anything

I miss seeing you smile
Your eyes light up
Beautiful

I miss the your voice
As you laugh at a joke
Melodic

I miss your arms
Hugging me to you
Safe

I miss you.
You.

Incompleate

Why judge me?
Instantly decide the verdict on my personality
Stereotype me from my image alone
What’s to say it’s not a disguise
To fool you?

Clever You

Think you are so clever?
Hiding your slander behind a computer screen?
Or is it just you don’t have the courage?
To face problems yourself?
Do you need a virtual shield?
Your words don’t have the same effect,
As they would coming out of your mouth.
There is none of the venom an insult should have
Not when said through pixels of black and white
But to me, the greatest offence is your cowardice,
Your inability to tell me face to face what you thought
Clever you.

Feeble Lies

Your feeble lies do nothing
But prove your shallowness
Convince no one to your cause
Just push them away
Your tabloid gossip is rejected
Fictional drama only
This does nothing for your image
If anything this makes you unpopular
Your stories are entertaining
But unrealistic

This is what I want

This is what I want
Don’t try and stop me
I will not rest until my mission is complete
This is what I need
To see those jealous eyes follow me
As I walk
This is how I see myself
In my dreams, I am perfect
This is what I want.

Unfortunate

I love you

I know it’s ill timed

Unfortunate.

I loved you once before

And then I stopped

Or so I made you believe

But the truth is

I have loved you since I laid eyes on you

It’s silly

The way love works

Countless infatuations

I make a fuss over

That in the end

Won’t mean anything

Don’t mean anything

That when I look back, are breaks a in dull life

Nothing more

Not what I feel for you

Because my love for you

Is torment not treat

A bitter-sweet harassment

Of my locked away heart

Kept clean

For the one who will steal it away from all others

You

You’ll be that one

You are that one now

Maybe they’ll be another 

Who’ll fight it away

From your tight grip

But until then

You have me glued to your perfection and beauty